God Momments / In the Wind

The debre is lifting the cobwebs are being removed and the clarity of God's word and purpose is being revealed. Oh for shame for the many a days and years that I have not layed in waiting at your feet. What could be better? Where can I go from your presence. Why, oh why Lord have I forsaken my 1st love? Yes I have sought you. prayed, and stood in your presence a time or two every week but only to have it turned off as easily as it was turned on. Let me fear not being so close to hear your voice. Let me know that all that iI am, all that I will ever do and be is to be birthed in the Holy of hollies. Yes Lord, I place my will in your hands to make and mold. I place my mind, emotions and will at your disposable. I have done so little wit the talents you have bestowed on me. To big, to scary to wield on my own yet with you caring them nothing formed against me will prosper.

Furious writing, I have written, in my private blog of a sickeningly hard season of my life. I pray that I can share the bits from the Lord and my healing here in a way that brings hope.

I am immersing myself in direction now. Going to a 12 step Codependency class, marriage counseling, private counseling and soon a women's Bible study. I pray I will be surrounded by a cloud of witnesses that will bring forth God's word into my life.

On Wednesday I went to prayer at church and God impressed on me to pray durng the section on repentance. As I stood at the mike I wondered if I would just cry and meagerly get the words out. Then a boldness began to well within me and as I waited my turn His spirit fell on me. Hands raised in worship as waves of His spirit coursed through me like lakes of living word. Then His words began to pour through me. "holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and ever shalt be." Then my turn came and I just repeated God message. The Lord was showing me that we must 1st see and walk into th holy of hollies and be in awe of his Majesty to truly repent. Among the ashes we are not able to see the sharp contract of our sin. It is only in the presence of the true and living God in his purity that we can see to repent.

From that day forward I am committing to spending time with God in the morning. It is more than a committment it is a hunger. I need his joy purpose and peace in my life. I need his power and Majesty upon my head every morning. I have a hard walk ahead of me, "thou I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for the Lord my God is with me, his word and his staff comfort me." I have always cringed at the "staff" part of that passage. Oh what joy now. It is his law. Not to be hit out of turn by but likened to that of the billy club of the police. That staff reminds me to obey, that staff reminds me of the law and I can stand behind. Knowing that He will use his staff in protection against those that choose to sin against me. The Shepard guides his sheep with his staff and strikes those that preyed upon them. That staff is not their to strike me but the enemies of my soul.

This morning in God Calling I read some powerful words.

"Show us Thy way. O Lord, and let us walk in Thy paths. You are doing so. This is the way. The way of uncertain future and faltering steps. It is My way."

-yes, yes, how powerful is that. uncertainly and faltering is always my diversion from the path.

"Put all fear of the future aside. Know that you will be led. Know that you will be shown. I have promised."

-I am standing on that promise and putting my fears at His feet.


Then I read today's reading from the one year Bible, Isaiah 25 - 28. Wow powerful. These passages struck me.

Isaiah 26:16-19 (New International Version)

16 LORD, they came to you in their distress;
when you disciplined them,
they could barely whisper a prayer. [a]

17 As a woman with child and about to give birth
writhes and cries out in her pain,
so were we in your presence, O LORD.

18 We were with child, we writhed in pain,
but we gave birth to wind.
We have not brought salvation to the earth;
we have not given birth to people of the world.

19 But your dead will live;
their bodies will rise.
You who dwell in the dust,
wake up and shout for joy.
Your dew is like the dew of the morning;
the earth will give birth to her dead.

- oh to give birth to the wind. The joy of worship when I give birth to the wind. Praise God for the times again and again that he has let me birth His wind. May I never again stop hungering and thirsting after righteousness so I can enter into his presence and birth the wind. Blow down on us Lord.

Isaiah 28:5-9 (New International Version)

5 In that day the LORD Almighty
will be a glorious crown,
a beautiful wreath
for the remnant of his people.

6 He will be a spirit of justice
to him who sits in judgment,
a source of strength
to those who turn back the battle at the gate.

7 And these also stagger from wine
and reel from beer:
Priests and prophets stagger from beer
and are befuddled with wine;
they reel from beer,
they stagger when seeing visions,
they stumble when rendering decisions.

8 All the tables are covered with vomit
and there is not a spot without filth.

9 "Who is it he is trying to teach?
To whom is he explaining his message?
To children weaned from their milk,
to those just taken from the breast?

-What does this mean? I have read it again in the amplified. Lord your direction and insight please.

The Last of God's blessing in this season to share is about my fervor to find employment again. My heart is actually to get into what I had desired from my youth. To help hurting women and children. Working on my resume and seeking God's direction. I called my old employment and my old job is about to open up again in December. The best part is that CHRISTUS has always opened up for me in times of great need. This would be my 3rd time of employment with them if it happens.

Raod Trip Day 59

We will be home today for Reye's football practice. Wow. 59 days of travel brought to a close.

Crystal made pancakes for the kids. They played the Wii and played outside a bit. Lots of sword fighting for the twins.

I ran out with the twins to get baby wipes. When we got back we went swimming in the neighbors pool. Great pool complete with a slide and jumping rock. Kay had a hard time shaking being sad since she couldn't swim. Hopefully it will be a good lesson in making the most of even hard times.

We got on the road around 1pm after a nice sandwich lunch. Wish we lived closer to Rick and Crystal. Petra was so sad to leave. She played more with the girls this time but really wanted to play with Johnathan.

Driving again took longer than expected.

When we got home Randy had a nice dinner ready for us. Randy and Reye had to run off quick for football practice. While they were gone some welcome home flowers arrived for me from Randy. Kay and Petra really wanted to play with friends. We got Kay's pet back from the neighbors. I started some laundry and we started to settle back in.

When the boys got back everyone did their own thing for a while and then Randy read the kids a bible story and said a prayer with the family. It was a nice end to our trip.

Putting the twins to bed was a bit challenging. They have had me at their side every day. I stayed with them for a bit and they did fall asleep.

Sweet dreams to all.

Road Trip Day 58

After breakfast we were on the road to Rick and Crystals house. Crazy drivers today. Came up on a lady going 40 and swerving. When I past her I could see she was asleep. I honked but she didn't wake up. Then I saw her swerve into the other lane. I called 911 to report her. Hope she got off the road before hitting someone.

Gave me a good chance to talk to the kids about safety.

The drive time was much longer than the GPS stated. Going to be glad when all this driving is over. We made it to their house around 5:30. We played on their playground. How awesome. they have a zip line. Sherman was saying awesome Kay. They jumped climbed and just played.

After dinner the little boys had a bath. Great deep tub.

Road Trip Day 57

The hotel we were at was beautiful. We had a hot breakfast and then I took the kids swimming. Lots of jumping from the steps for the twins. Petra is really wants to swim. Hope we can get her some lessons soon. Kay played on her computer while we were in the pool. We checked out at 11 am and were off. Hoping to make it to somewhere with a beach tonight. Want the kids to experience the ocean. We headed onto 90 towards the beach and ended up in the little ghost town. Not really but surely not a a big beach front. It was fine. We found a hotel, ate a fresh fish dinner and put our toes in the sand. I loved seeing all the bridges we traveled over.

Road Trip Day 56

Poor little Jena woke up sick this morning. We all prayed for her. Sad thing is now Jen and I won't be able to to go to Butt's Mill Farm together. I made some egg salad and dragged my feet gettign ready. Torn about going without her. Petra stayed behind to play with Joshua. I was going to take him but he wanted to be with his mommy.

We did basically the same stuff as yesterday.

Back at Jennifers the twins were crying ALOT. The twins had slept in the car for a bit but were just so cranky. They settled but boy was it loud. I love loving my boys even if they are upset.

Jen had made a great dinner. We had chicken, mac & cheese, corn, greens and more.

We also got to eat the cookies the kids made last night. forgot to write that. We really had everyone in on the making. The boys loved pounding the nuts with a little hammer.

Once dinner was over we cleaned up the toys a bit and the kids and I were off onthe road again. We stopped in Greenville, AL. Had to laugh though when we past through Tuskeegee. Wonder how many people think of the FDA nightmare when they see that town.

It was late so we just crashed at our hotel.

Road Trip Day 55

Woke to the sound of little feet and they were not mine. Jen's kids were up at 7:30 yet mine were all still sleeping. We just let everyone wake up easy. Jen made a great breakfast. I love her excitement for good food. Her husband was playing hide an seek with his little one while he was getting ready for work.

Once the whole gang was up and fed we set off for Butt's Mill Farm. Jen is amazing. She cooked up potatoes and chicken nuggets for us to eat at the Farm. This place has a bit of everything. The kids had the best time and so did we. 1st we played in the big play area complete with balls, slides, climbing wall and more. Then we made it down by a running stream, for lunch. There was a big water slide. Yippie I went down a few times with Sherman. Got to let my hair down a bit. We sat in the stream and then on some porch swings that let you drag your feet in the water. We ate water mellon and the older ones played put, put.

We had so much fun that we decied to pay to come again the next day. The little ones were out shortly after getting in the car. Yippie they stayed asleep and let me lay them down. Nice to have a few minutes to chat with my girl friend.

Sleep didn't come as easy since they had napped late but all was good.

Road Trip Day 54

My Dad was such a big help getting us ready to leave. He made sandwiches and cut up apples. We were on the road by 8:30 for Alabama. Can't wait to see Jen and her family. Her little girl is just a few days older than the twins and her son is 3 1/2. We were going to pick up a movie but I guess not every McD's has them.

Dad gave me totally different directions than my car. First time to not follow the GPS. The roads were curvy and up and down in the montain. Great to enjoy this as the driver. Usually I am sick to my stomach and have to tune out the beauty. No one else complained.

We stopped at Chic Fila for lunch and a little playing. Ran into a another mom of 3 little ones that was also traveling. I managed to leave my diaper bag at the resturant. I need to remember to call them. We were near Atlanta, Gorgia. Sure wish I would have reconected with Cynthia Harris. She was my closest friend at ASL. I went to the states with her. She lived in Gorgia. Here I am in her home town and can't find her.

Well in less than 2 hours we were at Jen's. The kids were fast friends, just playing with all the toys. They were doing great. Jen had our sleeping area all set up. She is amazing.

When her husband came home we had a spagetti dinner. We then packed up the kids to go teach a Sunday school class. All the little one were asleep when we got the the church. Sherman did not want to be separated from me and he wanted to play swords with the music sticks. It took some time but finally he settled into his class. Jen and I taught on patients. It was my oldest 2 and one other boy. Reye was really enjoying this kid. They were cutting up about all his fovorites. Then they had to work together to build a tower of cups. Reye really wanted to play with this kid again. To bad his mom works.

Then we stopped at a playground and Reye made some more friends. The fun just keeps coming. We are definately farther south. Hot, buggy and sticky. Kay and I were having fun looking at all the differnt colors used ot paint the houses. Very bright.

Back to her house for bathes and bed. Petra has become fast friends with Joshua. The older two are happy for more than one computer to play on. They have wireless so we could plug ours in as well. The twins went down with not to much fuss.

Road Trip Day 53

Time to pack up and get ready for our next adventure. Leaving for Jennifer's in the morning. We went to a great walking trail with some neat stuff for the kids to look at. I had fun taking pictures of mushrooms and butterflies. The twins were playing with sticks. Kay wanted to read all the signs. Reye liked the cave and train. Petra found a little berry and made it her baby. She took some ferns for a bed and just carried it around the whole time. She even used another leaf for shade.

Hooray the twins fell asleep on the way home. I got to packing. Really keeping it minimal for the rest of the trip. We have 4 days of clothes in one suit case. Hope to wash it all once and do it over.

I am loving every minute of laughing and playing with my kids. I am especially enjoying how much better the twins are doing. They are communicating so well and with a little effort we are able to calm down their moments of frustration by asking what they need.

We went out for Chinese again. Everyone did really well and helped each other out. I am really learning how to let others be apart of us.

Road Trip Day 52

It was pick up time in Dad's play land. The porch was full of toys and we took a look at what was really being played with and what was just taking up space on the floor. We had hoped to get a sitter for the twins so I could take Petra and Reye to sliding rock but no one was available. Dad still wanted to take Kay to the museum. So I ventured off with the other 4 to find a park. A little more tricky here as GPS was no help. I did find it.

We grabbed McD's on the way and just had fun playing. I got the tire swing going a little to spiny and Petra was a bit green. When we got home Sherman was asleep so we just fiddled around. Grant feel asleep too so I took Petra and Reye to the pool. I was so looking forward to some special time with Reye and this was the ticket. We played a game of tossing a toy. The 1st one to it got to knock the other on the head. You could grab, hold, push the person out of the way to get the toy. Only thing out of line was suit grabbing, splashing and hurting each other. It was a blast. Petra was on my side.

Dad made french toast for dinner. What a relaxing time it has been here. I read a few stories to the twins and played Mr. Potato Head.

Dad and I sat around for a few and he was glad to see how much I enjoy my kids.

Road Trip Day 51

Up at 6:45. Today is church and we need to be out the door by 8:30. Glad to have my shower and be dressed before anyone is up. Feeling good humming a praise song. For all things are possible with Christ. It was time to wash Kay's hair. She has been sponge bathing herself since she broke her arm but it was time to do a good job. It was funny. I had to wash her. Hadn't done that in years. Boy does she have some long legs.

Church was good. We went to a Sunday school class. Great message about sacrifice. One man shared about how he went to help clean out houses after Katrina. The sacrifice was stopping to hear their stories. He was set on the task before him yet God had personal business to take care of. I shared about laying down with my twins to get them to sleep. This sacrifice of my time has been an amazing blessing. Smelling them, holding them, singing to them. One day they won't need me in this way. I praise God that I can and will be able to love on them for many more years.

After church we had some lunch and then I took the kids out to see a water fall. Sherman stayed close while Reye and Grant were ready to charge the rocks and climb into the water. Everyone was amazed at how big and powerful the water was. I just wanted to drink in God's creation. Then we went for ice cream. I love watching them eat ice cream.

Dad made a great dinner of pork chops, rice and broccoli. We eat out on his sun porch.

Then I took the youngest 3 out for a walk. It was a laugh minute. We sang songs, they stared down the rain grates and best of all the twins got excited about every piece of poop the geese left behind. They had to stop and inspect them and then ran to the next poop. Then we made it around the pool where their were a bunch of rocks. They threw rocks till finally Petra got in the line of fire. We had to walk in the grass on the way home hoping the poop would come off. Towards the end they wanted to stamp out the poop.

Once home it was about bedtime. Kay is enjoying the science Chanel.

Road Trip Day 50

We got up and went to a delightful bakery. Everyone got to pick their favorite and Dad and I got some coffee. We seemed to be having trouble with the doors. They wouldn't open automatically. Dad and I pushed every buttom and still couldn't figure out the problem. Finally we gave up and closed them by hand. We went to a park and ate our breakfast treats. The kids climbed. Developed elaborate games and were pushed on swings. Then we came back to the house to prepare for some swimming.

Dad took Kay out to get some new shoes while we did some swimming. Not as much fun as the other day. No other kids joined us and the painters locked us out of the club house. Bad since Petra needed to go potty. Soon Dad and Kay were back to pick us up.

We had some lunch and Sherman fell asleep in a chair. I spent some time talking and praying with a my dear friend from Michigan. So glad to have that conection renewed.

Dad wasn't feelig well so we headed out on our own for some dinner. 1st time to attempt Dad's drive way. It is about a 85 degree curve up a hill. I made it with flying colors. We went to the Twin Dragon. The kids were great. A buffet is my least favorite by myself with 5 kids but I managed a new system. Took the twin to the buffet while Kay and Reye helped me fill mine and their plates. They then went a 2nd time on their own for their food. Worked like a charm. Now Kay and Reye were low on veggies and high on fried food but hey they did have meat and fruit.

We tried to find a playground but my GPS only found parks with trails. Reye wanted to go to a game store but the only one we found was just a sign at Blockbuster. I love having the time to just give to my kids. It isn't about the stuff. It is about listening to them and seeing what they like.

Once home I put the twins down and played a bit of a game with Reye. Kay wanted to join in so I spent some time chatting with my Dad. He is doing amazingly well with the kids.

Road Trip Day 49

Dad started off my day with a Thermos of coffee and a note outside the door. We went berry picking. Much to hot and buggy but some great berries and a few pictures. We then went for a walk in the mountains. Sherman was not interested in the uphill climb. Hug, hug. Crying for me to pick him up. Finally we found a few great leaves for sword fighting and the down hill portion was filled with fighting laughter.

Then back to the house for some left over pizza and much play in the play room. We lounged around till dinner. Had some great soup. The twins want more, more. Then we went for a swim. Kay was sad since she wouldn't be able to go in. Dad was gracious enough to take her shopping with him. Seemed to cheer her up. Some older kids were at the pool and they made it fun for Petra and Reye. Playing man in the middle and fighting with the noodles.

The twins were just happy to continually jump to me from the steps.

Petra is such a hoot. She followed Reye into the boys restroom and managed to sit in the urinal as a potty. Wished I had a picture of that.

Home for a bath, some PB&J, popcorn and bed.

Road Trip Day 48

Wow the bed at this hotel was worth the extra cash. Slept in till 9:30. Can't remember the last time that happened. We all quickly got down stairs for some breakfast. The kids were so excited to see all the yummy food just out for the picking.

Back to the room for a bath for everyone except Kay. Hope to get her a special sleeve for the broken arm soon.

We are finally on the road by 11:15. Probably the hardest patch of driving the whole trip. We are hit with more rain, mountains, slow moving traffic and our 6 hour drive takes almost 8 hours. We even had a bit of a scare. The traffic was moving so slow and state troopers were flying by on the side. After we got past it all we stopped to find out someone was side swiped and it through their car over the mountain. We saw where the guard rail was missing. Wow. It would have been a terrible fall being that we were so high in the mountains.

We stopped for some good Tennessee barbecue and corn bread.

We finally made it to my Dad's and set up shop while the kids explored all the toys Grandpa has out on his porch.

Road Trip Day 47

This morning is having it's troubles. Find out my buddy now is sick like his dad. I get him some meds like a good mamma then I get all my kids in the car for VBS to find I have a dead battery again. Now I have to ask the sick guy to jump the car. So gracious. Not even a balk at the request. Must be the upbringing. They are all generous.

Finally get the kids to VBS and back to pack the car. Mrs Maicki helps with kids and stuff. I wouldn't let sicky help. After VBS we get some presents for the family, mostly dog toys and flowers. They love their animals. Great gift idea from Kay.

Back for sad good byes and we are off. I'm told I have very well behaved kids and not to worry about the twins they will catch on. Everyone got their last slushy and then we went out for sushi. It was pouring down rain. The rain was so bad we were at no visibility at times.

We played at a McDs and got some movies from Red Box. I am tired and sore from white knuckling in the rain but the kids want to press on. Drive 2-3 more hours mom we are fine. They are amazing.

We stop just 60 miles shy of our planned stop at a nice hotel. A little splurge. I got two rooms. I am spreading out in the bed. No little feet or hands taking up the whole bed tonight.

Road Trip Day 46

Today is a run around day. Took kids to VBS, then drove over to pick up shoes left behind at a picnic, then to a playground and then back to VBS. Love being able to find those parks. The twins got to climb a fallen tree and cross a bridge. Their talking is really kicking off. We are up to 4 word sentences. Sherman said Bad guys at home.

After VBS I picked up my college buddy and we took the gang for lunch and to play at the park. Everyone seemed to need potty breaks so we took turns taking them to the Kroger around the corner. Petra got to ride piggy back style. Not on my shoulders mind you.

Then we took Kay to get her arm casted. We tagged teamed. i went in to complete paperwork then he took the Drs visit. I had a blast asking Kay all the questions, like how many cigarettes she smokes, what her occupation is, etc.

Bummer when we got back Dr. Maicki is sick. Had to call it a day early. We had a left over dinner. Kay and Susie have been talking about how much they are enjoying each others company. Kay wants to stay for the summer. They aren't saying now but are sure I would miss my best girl. Kay just can't stop crying over how much she wants this fun to never end. i just want to cry with her. Then we are lead in a serious of songs about lambs to go with today's VBS theme. Totally hilarious. We are all laughing way to much to cry anymore.

Then we start on a long walk for ice cream. Mrs Maicki says don't let him walk all of you to the dairy queen. We don't we ask Sandy to pick us up and take us. We all pooped out about half way. Kids and ice cream need I say more.

Home and quickly to bed for all the little one. Then I'm introduced to a "fruit punch" that leaves you hot. Sandy tells me how she felt no pain after a few glasses. We chatted a bit then watched a movie. Fun times. Sad that this is our last night with the Maicki's.

Road Trip Day 45

I took the older kids to VBS and the twins to a park. The twins didn't really seem to want to play. Then I took all the kids plus Susie for lunch. We then went to a playground to eat and play. We had a great time complete with chasing Reye, capturing princesses, and rope swinging. Reye was given the nick name Princess Lily Water. He wanted to join the girls club and apparently scratches and kicks when trying to get away. Reye hates his nickname but smiles and laughs as he tries to attack anyone that uses it. Petra got the nick name Rocky.

Kay got the nickname Lefty as she will now have to learn how to be left handed.

After dinner some Friends of Susies came over and Sandy took the older three out onto he boat. It was great. Reye need some boys to play with and Sandy came through. Reye was much more daring on the tub with the boys. Petra even asked to go faster.

Since the twins couldn't go we took them to a little park to play. It was so nice to have help with them. I got to sit back and watch the play and time outs going on. Nice to see another male prospective on discipline. Calm, stern and consistant.

When we got back the older ones were enjoying the hot tub. All except Lefty that is.
Then we got everyone to bed and enjoyed some chit chat amoung the adults.

Road Trip Day 44

Today started off great. I was up early enough to get showered and dressed before anyone woke up. I got everything ready for breakfast and then I woke the kids. Dr Maicki got me some coffee. The kids did really well for breakfast. Staying in this nice big house is wonderful.

We all went to a Lutheran church. I was told their was no child care so the twins were with us. All of a sudden they had child care. Kay sat with her new friend Susie. I'm sure she liked it. She had an answer to every question when the kids were called up.

Then we went to another old friends house for a picnic. Their were 9 kids and everyone was having a blast.

Soon after we got back Kay and Reye were playing some sort of game and Kay fell on her hand. Dr. Maicki looked at it and took us to the ER. It was a green stick fracture. We were only planning on a few days here. Hope we can get it casted soon.

The Maicki family all pitched in to watch the other 4 while I went to the hospital. Sherman and Grant were without naps and very unruly yet cute. Apparently every time Mrs. Maicki tried to get a picture of the boys they would move. They were petting the dog, cooking on the pretend grill and enjoying much veggies.

Dinner was a bit better than last night but I really had to stay on Grant. Bath and bed for these boys. Reye was so excited to have his own room and is now feeling left out.

Everyone tucked away we went for a walk with the dog.

Road Trip Day 43

Drove to Detroit to see old college friend. We went out on the lake. Kay got in ride in a small kyak. She was rather grumpy. She played with some dogs and was having a bit of a problem. the twins also got their own boat to ride around in. then we had some dinner and Grant was very demanding. After dinner we had a great time back at the lake. Another kids was with us and Kay was so happy. they got to go tubing. so nice Reye got his own room to sleep in. The girls had their own room and two cossy beds and the twins and I shared a room.

Road Trip Day 39 - 42

Wish I could have written these days as they happened. They were awsome yet the kids and I became ill during this time and I just couldn't write. God did some amazing things during these days. I got to speak at my friends church. It was a real blessing.

I visited my old college with my old college friends. They have two small children and are the best friends. They showed such hospitality. We ate and played together most of the time. When I wasn't with them I was at my dear friends Siola's getting or participating in prayer. All the boys got sick and were vomitting all over her house. The grace and peace in which she handled this mess was amazing. Calming and sweetly she would just hand me another towel. She read stories to my kids, her son tought Kay to play the piano and picked berries. We ate together and just shared our lives. She spoke blessing over me and the mission that God had on my life.

Road Trip Day 38

We took it easy getting ready this morning. Had a great answer to prayer last night. I ran out of diapers and couldnt' believe I was going to have to pack up and take the 5 to the store at 9 pm. I pray and go down believing I will run into a mom of a little one. Sure enough I round the corner of the elevator and a mother and baby are right in front of me. Her son wears the same size diaper. Praise God.

We played at Ray and Shannon's and had blueberry pancakes. Then Kay, Petra and I went to get some prayer. It was a great time of love and healing.

We had a early dinner hoping we could go to the lake. It started to rain. It was a great dinner.

We went to the store and played some more. The kid are getting along really well. I really love it here. I really miss summers that are cool enough that you can enjoy beign active outside.

Road Trip Day 37

Church with the Touw's was great. My favorite part was watching my kids during the service. The older two were with us. A young college student was getting baptised and a family was getting prayer for missions. Both times Reye asked if he could go up to lay hand in prayer. Right in front he boldly layed hands of these people and brought a peace to the baby the family was holding. Warms a mom's heart to see God at work.

After Church we drove by HOPE college and then we all worked as a team to make sandwiches and feed the SEVEN children 9 and under. God's peace was with us. Every one got along really well.

I got to catch up with both Ray and Shannon. Old friends are amazing. Just pick up right where you left off.

We went for a nature walk. Love the TALL trees.

Shannon and I are so much alike. We planned a few ideas for the week, set out our menu plan. Love a little order. We set out to feed the troops some fish sticks and toator tots, watched a movie and then went back to our hotel. Sleep went great. Grant didn't wake up once.

Road Trip Day 36

I kept everyone up all night as I kept pumping up the air mattress. Was afraid the babies would be sucked right in. The seam is blown so sadly to say it is not repairable. Each repair is only going to move the hole up. All part of the road trip memories.

I can hear it now, "do you remember when mom slept on the air mattress with the twins and every hour or so you were woken up with a fright due to the sound of her airing it up again?"

Well today was work, work, work. So tickled. Haven't had to do much of that in the last 35 days. Washed all the bedding, towels, made beds, cleaned out the fridge, took the trash to the dump, mopped the floor and of course packed. Getting pretty good at that. The kids were nuts wondering when we would go play with Conner. They were outside so as to not mess up what I just cleaned up.

We all went for hot dogs and ice cream and then to Conner's house to play and say good by. So glad we got some pictures and video with him. We spend almost every day playing together.

Then Randy gave all the kids hugs and a talk about obeying the mommy. Then it was my turn for hugs, kisses and a few tears. Daddy is missing us already. We still have three weeks of our road trip to go.

Hummed a few bars of "On the road again," and we were off to Michigan. Made one gas stop and stayed to long at McDs. All good the kids need to play. Sherman was just not happy about anything. He seems to only want what other people get. Then poor guy spilled his chocolate milk.

What a joy to drive into my old college town. I haven't been back since I was pregnant with Kay and that was a short visit at that. Can't wait to show my kids around. Best part is I get to do it with two of my good friends from school, Ray and Shannon. Blast from the past here I come.

Ray met us at the hotel he is putting us up at. He aired up a NEW air mattress for us and watched the brood while Reye and I went for luggage.

Then good friend that he is, he picked up some breakfast foods for us at the grocery store and was on his way back to his family. We are to be ready at 9:30 sharp. Can't wait to share church with my old buds.

Meeting Ray in college was like a blind evangelism date set up by God, minus the dating part. Well that is another whole story. I'm sure I will tell sometime while I am here.

Road Trip Day 35

Last full day in OHIO. We went to the sandy beach. The twins had a great time.

Came back and started to clean out the car.

Randy started a fire in the kiln and we made some yummy marshmallows. Randy's cousin Megan came with her son Conner and grandpa Robin. It was great fun, the fire, fire flies, a cool breeze and family.

Road Trip Day 34

Today Randys aunt Susan and uncle Larry are coming over. I took our two large bags of trash to a dumpster, fixed everyone breakfast and cleaned up the house.

Once all the work was done we waited and waited and waited. Not like they were late I was just bored. On the porch we were, the kids wanted inside but we had just cleaned it up so we were outside and hot. Couldn't go anywhere because they would be here soon. I do not like sitting, I do not like going nowhere, yet I sat.

Finally it got close to lunch time. I got to go in and make some lunch. They arrived just as I was about to fed the kids. Susan brought a snack for the kids and a great salad.

More sitting but at least we were talking. Walk, play, run, but never sit. I was never so glad to have a sink full of dishes to do. Didn't care what kid was suppose to be doing them.

I tried to get the twins down for a nap. Didn't work. I am way to hyper to help little ones sleep. Had to turn it over to Randy. I played a bit of a card game. Still more sitting. we couldn't even go down by the lake and through rocks as it was to hot.

Then Conner came over and everyone wanted to play inside. No, kids must be outside, Ugh.

Now the kids are all lined up on a bench outside bored. Hay I can relate. I am climbing the walls as well. They went to Conner's.

Had a short but fun conversation with aunt Suzan and then they left. I am ready to grab the suits and split for the lake. Need some action. Randy doesn't want to, he wants to sit some more but let's me go to do my blog. Not really what I want to do but at least my mind and hands are moving.

I desperately need to dance, swim and play.

Road Trip Day 33

This morning we had some eggs or at least I did. Love it how the favorite food changes like the wind for kids. No one really wanted to eat them. Go figure.

Reye had spent the night with Conner so we met them at the corner beach. Boy the floating algae was just everywhere. I am really looking forward to clear lake Michigan. I took the twins out in the two inner tubes and we had a blast. I sang sangs, we counted, played ring around the Rosie and row, row, row your boat. Then Sherman really wanted a boat ride motored by Daddy. He came out and took Sherman. I helped Grant carry buckets of water ove rto the sand and showed him how to use the molds. Reye, Petra and Kay were just playing on their own most of the time. so independent these days.

Then we came back for a quick change and off to the ice cream shop. We had hot dogs and ice cream. Daddy left us their while he ran out for bait. Grant ate the bottom of his cone 1st. Hilarious to watch. The ice cream was pouring out the bottom while he ate it from the top. Sherman was just a drippy lovely mess. I had to keep scooting over in hopes of not wearing his ice cream. Just makes ya laugh.

Randy had a mean head ache so he was happy to lay down with twins. Sad to say the air mattress seems to have a leak. Thank goodness we can keep airing it up. Please hold out for the rest of the trip.

Kay and Reye were playing at Conner's again. I grabbed the lap top and Petra and we were off to Rudder's for some computer time. Petra was a trooper. She colored, played with connect 4 and the peg toys. She build all kids of stuff. i got my job search and blogs updated. I also did a little reading on parenting styles. Still scratching my head.

Disappointed that Reye broke the rule to not play the Wii. Just heart broken when I found out. Day three where he hasn't played right with the Wii. Not sure what to do. I will have to get Dad involved. Funny part was when Reye was out with Robin and Conner at the store. Reye followed some old lady out to her car. No clue.

Randy was gracious regarding Reye's punishment. Vacation has really mellowed his response. He just can't play anymore in OHIO.

We ate some left overs and Conner came over. Randy went out with Reye and Sherman for some fishing. Sherman carried a big pole out all by himself.

The rest of us just hung out and watched some TV and played outside a bit. One hour to go till bed time. I am ready for this gaggle to turn in. Randy came back from fishing with 3 good sized perch. much better than those Sheep heads. Yuck.

Road Trip Day 32

We all slept in a bit this morning. A catch up day. Need to do some laundry, mop the floor. it is a bit cloudy so we aren't sure if it will rain. Better check to see if the flies are biting. I set out after everyone had breakfast and the twins were changed for hopefully the last grocery run. Then off to update my blog. Randy was reading a book about trucks to the twins as I left. Warms my heart. It sure is nice to have this alone time. Always a bit rushed as I don't want to hold everyone else's fun up while they wait on mom.

I took everyone but Kay to a park to play. She wanted to read. The park wasn't much but they had diggers. I called and talked to all the Michigan friends I will be seeing in a few day. So excited that Saturday is but a few days away. Can't wait to get the kids together to play. the Touw's have two little ones under three. Kay will be loving on everyone and the twins will love the playmates.

I also got to speak to my spiritual mom. I am so blessed to hav Siola in my life. We will definately be praying together. I am expecting great things.

I took the older kids to Conner's house again to play the Wii. Had some rules for Reye. He is getting quite crafty in manipulating the situation so he gets to play forever. Well it didn't go well. He talked Conner into giving him one more turn, one more this and that for almost and hour and a half. Kay was in tears because she didn't really get to play. Well Reye has lost his privilege to play on Conner's Wii for the rest of the trip.

We came back to the house for some Barbecue Chicken and Potatoes. Randy did an amazing job. I had got him some different charcoal that burned hotter an faster than he was use to. Last grilling was a little over done. This one was perfect. Randy is a quick study.

Then crazy adventurer Randy went and got a ladder so the kids could climb into the tree for their rope swing. Scared eme to death hearing them talking about how to not be body slammed into the tree.

I let Reye walk over to Conner by himself for the sleep over.

Bedtime was fun. It is so great to just have Randy in the house rather than the studio. He checked on Petra in the bath, put a diaper on a freshly bathed child and helped with PJs. All the while I was doing dishes, folding clothes and handling the other twins needs. Really helps to keep the frustration down when Mom doesn't have to run in three directions at the same time. Hope we can keep some of this team work going at home.

Once all settled into bed the twins were like two worms just wiggling all over me. We sang songs and tickled. Kay really wanted to join in on the fun but I knew 4 in the bed would just be crazy. We laughed and laughed at Sherman. He started to eat the mommy, saying yum, yum, cake. Life doesn't get any batter than that. I'm cake.

Sherman and Grant have very strong opinions about what songs they like. If you start one they don't want they just shout, no,no. Most requested was Stars and Bah, bah, black sheep. I snuck in Jesus Love me. They like the Bible part.

Road Trip Day 31

Randy came back from early fishing with a small perch and a large fish that tasted nasty. He fixed the fish for breakfast. We all had some toast and were off to the ferry on foot. It was cool morning so we opened up the house.

The kids loved the ferry ride. The twins wanted to look over the edge at the water. Probably the best past was renting an 8 seater golf cart. It was great to have the wind in our hair. Then we went out for lunch for some sea food. the kids were not fond fo the shrimp, crabs legs or lobster bisque. While Randy was trying to finish off the excess food I took everyone else to the park.

I just wanted to relax on the bench so I wouldn't help Kay onto the tire swing. She is amazing. She climbed on the top rail and dropped down the tire swing. got to love her ingenuity.

We then went to museum. cool boats. Kay got to learn how to make strong boats with twine. Then we went to a chocolate museum. Mostly a chocolate shop. Yum.

When we got back Randy and the twins napped and I took Reye to Conner's house to play the Wii. he is loving it. i sat around and chatted with Joann.

Wow the twins ae really taking a long nap. It is 6:30 and everyone is still sleeping. I went to make dinner and the chicken I asked Kay to get out was back in the freezer. Two instructions at once is a bad idea. I asked her to look and see how many pieces we had and then put it on the counter. Oh well, I didn't really want to cook. I grabbed the girls and set out to find some dinner.

When we got back Randy and the twins were out front getting ready to go fishing so we ate without him. After dinner Kay took the twins and Perta to join Randy fishing. Kay and Reye REALLY wanted to go back to Conner's to play the Wii again. Kay was a bit sad. The friends across the way didn't let her play today. she could hear them outside laughing. What's a mom to do. So back to Conner's we went.

It is nice being at their house. They are just real down to earth people. The kids were having fun and I just got to sit back and be with he adults. Conner got bored watching Kay and Reye hog the game to Robin took him to find Randy fishing. No sooner were they all back at the house. Petra had been worried. She had missed me. The twins were just beaming to see me. Love it that my kids are delighted to see me when apart for just an hour. Can't ever imagine being apart form them for more than a few hours.

It was late so when we got home we all just piled in bed. Reye is missing sharing the fun of being in the same room with all the other kids so I let him hang with us for a bit. He helped me sing Z was a wee little man.

Road Trip Day 30

We are exactly half way through our trip. Sleeping last night was a bit rough. Everyone is suffering a bit with congestion. Randy likes it hot so he is blaming the air conditioning. He can be like a bad subliminal message some time.

All the kids had piled in with me while I was putting the twins down. Wow was the mattress under pressure. We were laughing and caring on. Thing is Kay and Reye were the ones ot fall asleep not the twins. had to practically dump them off. Kay wouldn't budge.

I made eggs for everyone. Really need some butter. They had some in the freezer. Wow that stuff must have been old. Tasted awful. had to cook the eggs with olive oil.

Then we sat around on the porch trying to plan our day. Randy and I talked a bit about parenting. We are still worlds apart. The kids next door were off to the beach down the road so we followed suit. Great time. This water at this beach drops off fast so better swimming for me but a bit more dangerous. not to mention the rocks are big and walking is like a land slide. Not to bad getting down but up was like quick sand. Randy took a few kids at a time in the raft we have. They really seem to like that. Randy and the older two stayed behind for an adventure, while the younger 3 came back with me for some lunch.

When everyone was home we played a card game while the twins napped. Now it is mommy time. The computer is calling my name. Kay came with me and we got some good girl time in.

Road Trip Day 29

Kay and I got up early and went to a coffee shop before everyone was awake. This is letting me stay caught up on my blog. Vacation stuff is fun but I do miss my daily computer contact.

We went wave running in Port Clinton. Kay was the star, Reye was a little scared. The twins were real champs and Petra said she was never going on one ever again. The twins and I played in the sand and ate popcorn while we waited on the family.

When we got home Randy and the twins took a nap. we all had Popsicles on the porch and went to Rudders for some games and computer time. Reye made fast friends with a couple of boys his age. When we came back to the cottage the boys were still all sleeping. YES!!!

I got started on dinner while the older kids played outside. Dinner was good. I took the kids for ice cream at the end of the street. What fun and indulgent to have a ice cream shop in walking distance. Then I took Reye and Kay on Reye's football training. Having fun watching him run and doing push ups.

Before bed we all went out and watched for stars. So clear out here.

Road Trip Day 28

Took it easy this morning. Kids played outside. Randy pushed them on the swing. We did some laundry, cleaned up a bit and went for a walk in the woods. We ended up near a old time market. Randy and I took turns watching the twins outside and everyone got candy. Now this taking turns took a little work. Randy got sucked into the vortex of museum artifacts and reading material. Sherman was soon walking among the breakables free and I was swooping up my chicks and taking them outside where they belong. Only when I called back into the store did he register this need. So different and so much communication needed.

After our walk we had some leftover pizza, sat on the porch and watched the kids play. I was able to get away for a little computer time while the twins napped with Randy. All my big and little boys need their sleep.

When I got back I was ready for action. I got the lowdown that Petra got a bloody nose from the swing and that they got in trouble for waking up Daddy. The kids wanted to play a new card game Daddy brought with him. We just got started when Randy grumpily came out to join us.

After the game the kids played with play dough. Grant needed a fun quiet activity to get him in a happy mood. Petra and Reye were making alien masks. I made a man and snake for Grant. Randy had wanted everyone out on this beautiful day but we compromised in that they would be out the rest of the night.

We invited Robin and Conner for burgers and dogs. The kids were having a good time. Sherman and Grant were still giving Conner a hard time. They just seem to like to beat on him. Randy got a fire going outside. We went down to the waters edge, climbed the rocks and threw a bunch in. The twins got up high and I kept them in supply of pebbles to through. Hilarious watching the twins guarding their pile. You know God made so few rocks to through.

Everyone else went back to the house and Reye and I went for a run. He needs to get fit for football. I picked a target up ahead and he had to run back and forth to me till I reached it. He was Not enjoying it. When we got back we had a talk about how he needs to do more of this. Best part is I suggested that they all build an obstacle course. They worked on their idea and map for almost an hour. Didn't even want to come it. Love it.

Then we got everyone ready for bed and settled in for a Veggie Tales movie and bed. My favorite part is the theme PJs. I had Grant doing his spiderman dance. Sherman jumping and roaring like a dinosaur and Petra fluttering about like a butterfly. We all join Petra in fluttering. Well I joined the little ones. Randy would look up from his book to comment with prompting.

Road Trip Day 15 - 27

Road Trip Day 15
June 26, 2010 continue ...

We went swimming one last time. The kids are really a good team. The babies love Kay and she can hold them in the water.

Mom came over while I got stuff packed in the car. The kids were playing with play dough. It has been a great feeling to be able to keep our lives organized while living out of a suitcase going from place to place. Still have a shoe closet, a laundry bag behind the door and a place for everything. I really like the simplicity.

Iron Man was our last movie. Musical beds around here. I always start out with both the twins then migrate to another bed. Tonight I slept with Petra. She moves the least. I actually got all the laundry done. What a good feeling.

Road Trip Day 16

June 27, 2010

Slept great. Up at 7:15. Feeling a bit overwhelmed that I have to have everyone fed, dressed, the car packed and out the door by 9am. Grant woke up crying and was fussy for most of the morning. It is going to be a challenge packing the car. I usually leave the twins somewhere, where they cant' get in the way for the final touches. No such luck today. The rest of the kids were up at 8am. They were moving slow and my patients was wearing thin. We got out the door by 9:10. I apologized to the kids for yelling. We agreed that next time we will all have to get up earlier so mom wont be so impatient and pushy. We are a team. Their words and feeling count.

We ate lunch meat it the car and picked up some donut holes. We were a few minutes late for church. The service was great. Cried the whole way through. It was about Daniel. Daniel had allot taken from him but he wasn't going to let that stand in the way of him serving his God. He would not let himself be defiled in even something small, like eating meat sacrificed to idols. God always makes away.

We went out for lunch at "Noodles." I ended up at the kids table so Grant wouldn't be disagreeable. Mom was with us and we even got a picture.

Greg helped me get settled into the new hotel. Then he took the oldest 3 back to his house. Great room. No closets. I managed. Got our stuff under beds and in bags hanging. I always find a way.

Then I took the twins to the grocery store. We are set for another week for about $100.

Then we Got the rest of the kids and came back to the hotel. dinner was interesting with 3 chairs. We each took turns and passed the plate of veggies. Great fun.

We tried to turn in early but their was a beautiful sunset right outside our window. The sky was all red. Sherman and Grant stood in the window and just hammered and hammered on and on about it. Sherman called the clouds water stars. Love it. I just layed back and smiles at my beautiful family.

Sleep was not easy. The walls are thinner and some other baby was crying at 11pm. 1st night in a new place is always hard on Grant. He needed comfort at least 3 times. I was playing musical beds. Get him settled, move, he would find me and we would do it all over again.

Road Trip Day 17

June 28, 2010

Laura got me hooked up for an exercise class 3 days this week. Needed to have everyone up and out by 9am. We had a good breakfast. My patients seems to be running thin again today.

The class was great. A few things I couldn't do but the instructor and people were great.

With the rain we deciced not to go swimming or the a playground. Their Library is great. They had a play area for the twins, computers and a book Kay has wanted to read. We will definately be back.

Back for PB&J and a nap. I didn't get one but Sherman did. Way to much TV on this trip. We have made the bathroom a playroom. What a hoot. The only place the kids can get away form the twins.

After naps we went to find a place to make a key for Randy. He lost his in the lake this weekend. GPS wasn't very helpful in finding this kind of store. finally after 30 minutes I get to Home Depot. they don't carry the make of car we have. Sent to another place. never found it. Maybe we will try again on another day. He does have the truck to drive.

Now we are off to the mall for some dinner and play at the indoor play land. Wish San Antonio had more of these. It was a blast. Greg and his kids met us their. After eating we played. I love my family. The older ones just laughing and playing with the twins. Grant was just beaming with joy. Greg is the best uncle. Kay and Reye even got to go off for 15 minutes wit their older cousins. The boys went to Game Stop and the girls went to Build a Bear.

After much play we came back to the hotel for some popsciles and then some needed bathes. Grant was still just full of fun. laughing, splashing and swimming.

Now bed time wasn't nearly as happy. Grant is still just full of frustration. Wanting something but not able to say. Finally after much discipline and hugs he says water and we are mostly all good. What a fighter he can be. Once asleep we were all good for the night. Best part, Kay took Sherman so I didn't have to change beds.

Road Trip Day 18

June 29, 2010

What a great morning. Only one little cry at 4am. I woke up feeling good and just happy to be alive. Today is going to be a good day. No one is up yet and I have had a shower, am dressed and just enjoying this peaceful momment. We are going to the Zoo today. Wish I coud get on the internet to find out how long a drive it will be.

I pray that I can have patients this morning and that my children will obey and be loving.

Having a great day. The Zoo was amazing. Best part was we got in free. a new Bank bought tickets to share with the community. Saved us $65.00. Then come to find out my old HS friends was going to pay for all of us. Wow. Do I feel blessed. We even got some cool pictures made for the younger 3 also for free. Reye and Chase just had the best time talking the whole time. We saw a Dolphine show. The twins were rivieted and Kay and Reye sat in the splash zone. The animals were amazing. We were pooped by the time we left. hard work getting twins in and out of the strollers and keeping and eye on everyones movements.

Kay was dying for a slushy so on the way home I agreed to take her to DQ. Couldn't find one and ended up at Baskin n Robbins. Another great find. Tuesday is $1.00 scoop day. Horray.

Reye went home with Carey's mom to spend the night with my mom. a night sure to be full of games and fun.

The twins were great tonight. We were up late but everyone was laughing and just having fun. We also went to a park till 10 pm. The temperature is just wonderful.

Road Trip Day 19

June 30, 2010

No one wanted to get up. Sherman cried in the night and I fell out of bed next to Petra. thank goodness I didn't crush her. We got some money out of the bank and off to exercise with Laura, David and Danielle. Then we went to a park. Back for home cooked lunch and a nap for mom. Everyone else watched TV. Now we are off to the library. nice slow day.

Road Trip Day 20

July 1, 2010 Thurs

We headed for Mom's so we can all go to Conner Prarie together. We all loved it.

Got home just in time for the kids to get their stuff together and go over to Greg's. He is taking the older 3 to the movie Toy Story 3 and for dinner.

I took the twins to a park to play. I was talking to my mom and Sherman said "no Phone" when I was trying to swing him one handed.

Grant woke in the night with a terror. Screamed for a while.

Road Trip Day 21

July 2, 2010 Fri

Exercised with Laura. Then we went to her house for corn dogs. We went swimming. Great pool. David and Danielle are the best kids. they both really seem to enjoy playing with all of mine. They are 13 and 14 yet not ugly teens at all. David even sat with me by the baby pool and just carried on with the twins.

I had forgotten how cold you can get swimming in Indy. The twins were just shivering and the pool water was a little chilly. Love it.

I made spagetti for dinner back at the hotel. Then my mom and brother called. Greg wants to treat me to a night out. They will watch all the kids at his church from 7-9 pm. They decided it would be more fun for the kids to be able to play with all the toys in the nursery. Love my family. Play is where it is at. I got to join my mom and aunt for dinner. Two very special ladies.


Road Trip Day 22

July 3, 2010 Sat

Woke up not feeling to good. Feels like alergies. we got to my moms around 11 am. I did my 5 job searches, checked e-mail and then we went to Conner Praire. i lust love that place. the older 3 really wanted to see and hear everything but the twins caused us to have to cut somethings short. they wanted to touch everything and "no" ment a bit of crying. The inside area is perfect for the twins. They really seemed to enjoy garending and cooking. Kay liked the science stuff and the store. Reye found a train lego set to put together. Petra just kind of fluttered about.

Then we went back to my Mom's to hang out and visit with my Aunt Linda. We all lover her so much. Lots of tickle bugs and cuddles for my kids. She thinks Kay is just like one of her grandchildren. She also played Nurse Ratchet and made everyone laugh.

Back at the hotel I started in on packing the car. A bit overwheming at 1st but once in the grove of it I was fine.

Reye has been dying for the new lego game so we set out to Super Target to find one. No double carts again so Grant is just riding free in the back. not good since he climed out a few times. Petra still had her $5 burning a hole in her pocket so she got a few things. Kay had gotten a loom at Conner Prairie. On the way out we also picked up some yummy icecream treats. Best part is when we got back to the hotel to eat them we shared with a guy on the porch. Friendly folks. I also gave the rest of our frozen food to a guy. Great joy to bless some else.

We watched some Star Wars and finally went to sleep around 11pm. The twins were eating an apple and talking about the bad guys. Hilarious. They talked about the door both ran to it and then they said mommy and ran to me. No one crying or screaming. Just lots of laughter.

Road Trip Day 23

July 4, 2010
We had lunch at Gregs, homemade pizza. Great that Mom took a picture of all the grandchildren. Then around 3pm we were on the road to Ohio. Only 4 1/2 hours to go. I was tired and the kids were squirly but from time to time they were good. It was great to drive up to the house and see Rachel swinging on a swing. Some distant family of Ron's was also on the porch. We visited and then went to the water to watch the fire works in the distance. I mostly watched Sherman and Grant that were just amazed. We all stayed up late and the kids watched a movie. All kids slept in the living room. Sherman and Grant went down pretty easy. Poor grant fell out of bed once but want back to sleep fairly easy.

Road Trip Day 24

July 5, 2010

The kids played and had jelly toast with their cousins in the morning. We also met some kids that are visiting family next door. I got all of our stuff in the house and situated. We were then going ot go swimming at the lake but the twins fell asleep ont he way. Good for some down time back at the house. We can swim later.

Road Trip Day 25

July 6, 2010

I actually got my coffee before everyone else woke up. Had a nice slow morning. We had eggs and toast. I was ready for an adventure, we were going to find a place to play. We left the house in time to go to McDs.

We went to East Habor State Park. Not much of a playground but great beach. Most sand I have seen here. We didn't stay to long as we didn't have suits. We needed to grocery shop and get naps.

After naps the girls were invited to a tea party.

The beach was a blast. All the kid had a great time playing in the water and sand.

Road Trip Day 26

July 7, 2010

Today is the day that Randy will join us on our trip. He has a cousin Megan that lives near the airport that is willing to go and get him. nice to not have to make the long drive. Megan's dad, Robin, is here for the summer with Megans son Conner. We all went out to the corner beach. conner is a real fish. Just in and out of the water with ease.

Robin brought a bunch of floatations that the kids could play with. I got the twins out in the water in two inner tubes. I was so glad that they were happy just floating around together. We stayed out for a few hours.

Then we drove to the store for a movie and to get the twins to sleep. horray it worked. We all watched Avitar toghether and then I made a nice dinner. We went out to play and our friends accross the street came out and offered to take us all out for ice cream. Love it. We came back played till dark and then watched our movie again till Daddy arrived. The kids just piled on him so happy to see him. Kay couldn't wait to tell him how much money she had earned writting sentences and reading books.

Road Trip Day 27

July 8, 2010

Woke up eary to a kitchen cleaned by my dear husband and coffee brewing. We sat and talked for a bit before the troops awoke. Kay and Petra were invited over next door for breakfast. We had decided to have a pretent sleep over arriving in PJs for breakfast. I went to town to find WFI. Needed to pay some bills, look for work and request my unemplyment check and certainly check my FB. Love the Internet. Not enough time to drop all these entries into my blog yet.

When I got back we decided to go swimming at the corner beach with Robin and Conner again. We all had a great time. Randy pulled out this old, old raft for the kids to play on. He motered them around and then when the twins were tired I took him back and they all napped together while we stayed at the beach for an hour or so.

I went to the store for a few odds and ends and picked up pizza for dinner. Out all by myself. Wow. After dinner we all sat around watching some Veggie Tales and turned in early. Feeling a cold coming on. Hope I am well soon.

Road Trip Day 15

Grant was in a bad mood this morning. I had to get on him about all the screaming. I really need to know how to help him find his words and accept life.

We went to a fair with my mom. Wow it was amazing. So many booths of activities for the kids, free stuff, Art exhibits, etc. Best part is it was so close. We wee all beat in a few hours. Both the kids fell asleep in the car. Grant stayed asleep for a good nap but not Sherman. Times like this I wish we had their beds.

Today we will pack to go to my brother;s side of town and eat all the Popsicles, yum.

Raod Trip Day 14

Today is all to ourselves. mom is busy so we will have to fend for ourselves. We ate almost all the breakfast stuff that was left and set out to find the closest park. Love my GPS. Not only did we find a cool playground but the most awesome pool complete with zero depth, kiddie slides and mega slides. We went back to the hotel for lunch and suits. Mom was able to join us for a bit. The rules wouldn't allow Reye to go down the cool slides unless someone was at the bottom. Just couldn't swing that while watching the other three.

We absolutely loved it. Should go earlier next time. The twins were a bit clingy and actually fell asleep on me while I was sitting in a chair in the water. Reye wished Randy was with us for this. Dad could have gone down the slides with the kids. I would have loved to have done the slides myself.

We came back for a early dinner of chicken and noddles. At least I didn't set off any alarms this time.

The kids watched another movie and then we decided to go shopping. The kids were actually tired of movies. We were going to get some food for breakfast and a few activities for the kids to do at the hotel. We were going to go to Walmart but I missed the exit. What a blessing. My GPS took me right by my Grandmother's old apartment. This is where she lived when I was a child. I remember making daisy chains, riding in her car and getting Burger King. Wish we could have visited.

We ended up at a Super K Mart. Not a very good selection. Kay was having a rough night. Reye managed to push Kay when she tired to get out of the car. The the twins were acting up and they didn't have the toy she wanted.

When we got back I gave Kay some time to herself. She was having a melt down. We all are in need of a little space. two full weeks of togetherness.

I got to sit back and just watch the rest of them. What a delight to watch the other 4 playing with play dough. Sherman also got a mini hop and a bunch of balls. He was delighted and so was I to watch and encourage their play.

Road Trip Day 13

This morning we actually had somewhere to be, my brother's by 10:30. i am so much more relaxed than at home. We met Laura, Danielle and David at a park. The kids tried hoolu hoops for the 1st time. Grant was fickle about the swing. In rear form crying about everything. Back to their house for lunch. The older one's played the Wii and a board game. Laura and I took the twins to look at our lodging for next week. Good thing. You pay extra for everything. So mom and Laura are going to let us borrow a few items.

Then we came back to Mom's to go to the Monon. A super cool exercise/play place. The kids can stay for 2 hours. I managed to lock my keys in the car. Mom's friend Becky is a life saver. She lent Mom and I her car so we could go to my appointment. Things went well and the kids had a great time. We went out to a restaurant called "Noodles." Very good and worked well for the Twins. This time Sherman was the fussy one coming in. didn't want to hold hands or be in a high chair. Independent.

Home in time to watch another movie and to sleep. Just been enjoying the kids so much.

Road Trip Day 12

We just took it easy this morning as it was just me, the twins and Kay. We went to Carey's house for our play date. The boys had, had a great time. Complete with ice cream. They were going to wash Reye's clothes and let him sleep in his underwear and an extra shirt till Reye informed them he forgot to put underwear on. We ate some lunch and then I realized i didn't have Petra. Ha, she was still at my mom's house. I was going to get her 1st but forgot.

We went to a splash park and it was really fun for the older ones. Sherman and Grant would really play. i had to sit on the ground and just let them climb on me. Finally they warmed up to it a bit.

At the hotel i tried to make some pork chops and they were smoking good. So good they set off the fire alarm. Then I went to take out the garbage and the bag broke on the kitchen floor. Thank goodness this area is carpeted. All for a good laugh. the staff of the hotel were very helpful.

Road Trip Day 11

We had eggs, cereal and toast for breakfast. We found out we had neighbors with 4 kids the same ages as ours. We planned to meet them at the pool. It was great fun and VERY LOUD. Managing all 5 in the pool is getting easier. No floaties. I just hold them in the big pool or they play on the stairs. The best is when they take turns jumping. Kay is also able to hold one of them. We are a good team.

Then we went to my Mom's and dropped Reye off at my friends. he was so excited to have a sleep over. Her little boy is about the same age.

Then we stopped at Conner Prairie and were blessed with a guest pass to walk the indoor area. It was better than our Children's museum. The kids loved it.

Then we met some of mom's friends that wanted to watch the kids while we has some mother/daughter time. We had a great dinner. Mom chose to keep Petra for he special night. Wow down two kids. Special time for Kay and I.

We stayed up late watch 27 dresses. A major girly flick.

Road Trip Day 10

The morning started out by taking Kay for a morning with Grandma. Let the tea party begin.

It started raining hard as soon as we dropped her off. I took the other kids to McD's. We sat in the car to eat hoping the rain would slow down enough that we could make a run for the play area. In no time we were in McD's. Great play area complete with a basket ball hoop. I spent most of my time talking to my sister in law. It is great getting better connected with Randy's side of the family.

Then we went to the grocery store. Looking forward to cooking some real food.

We got to go see my brother and his family today. David and Danielle are so grown up. We had a house full. Even mike came with Chole. Reye was so excited to have another guy to talk games with. They played the Wii and a board game. Grant was very clingy today. We went for a walk after dinner and he wanted to be carried.

Road Trip Day 9

I was on my game this morning. Up ahead of the gang for a shower. We were all packed and out the door for church by 8:45. Picked up some yummy twists at Duncan Donuts. Made it to church with plenty of time to spare. A good thing since I still needed to dress the twins. Car seats and are a life saver. With Indiana weather I can put them in, leave the doors open and run like mad to get a few things done before we are off.

Church was good but I cried for Randy the whole time knowing how much he must miss being with his kids on Father's Day. We will have to do a rain check when we see him in Ohio.

Mom fixed us lunch at her house and kept my kids in freezes on the porch. love that porch.. Sherman kept watering the plants. The girls were playing with my great aunt Ruth's dolls. So sweet.

Then we were off the the Suites mom is putting us up at. Totally awesome.

Then we went to the play place in the mall to meet my best HS friend Carey. We played, ate and played some more. She had her mom with her. It was great to see her. Our boys really hit it off. Carey has invited Reye for a sleepover on Tuesday. We are also going for another play date on Wednesday. Let the fun begin. Carey is an amazing women. Working those long shifts as a nurse while raising two boys. She goes from her mom's on the days she works. Her mom has the house all set up for them to stay. Family is great. Can't believe Carey and I have been friends for 25 years.

Back at the hotel the kids were excited to watch some Harry Potter but were even more excited when I mentioned "swimming!"

I handled all 5 in the pool quite well. The twins were either on my hips int he "big water." or playing on the steps of the Jacuzzi. Everyone was laughing and playing with the new noodles. Had to Give Reye and Kay their own end of the pool as they were driving each other crazy. Siblings. i was so happy with the twins int he last 15 minutes they were jumping into my arms like last summer. Yet even better because they were patient to wait their turn. Sherman with his high jump plunging deep into the water. While Grant would sit and slide in but still get his whole head wet. Both coming up with big smiles saying "again."

Petra wanted to do ballet in the hot tub. At 8:30 we went back to the room for a free movie, Kung Fu Panda. I set up the air mattress and it fit like a glove. Wall to wall beds in the living area. Again laying down with the twins till they fell asleep then off to my own bed. I am sharing with Reye as we have 3 queens. He did great at not running into me.

Road Trip Day 8

Nice to be finding a bit of a grove. I made orange cinnamon roll s for breakfast. the kids watched cartoons. they are loving access to cable. Watching Teen Age Mutian Ninja Turtles. I did a couple loads of watch and began to pack. Greg and his family will be back on Sunday and we want to be cleared out so they can settle back into their house. never did find a mop but I cleaned as best as I could. My mom cam over around 11:00 so we had lunch packed the car and went to "Bouncy Town." A place i found all on my own. This is so liberating to be able to navigate new towns by my GPS and just my own two eyes. I feel Like I could make it with my 5 just about anywhere. Bouncy Town was a big hit. the staff loved the kids so much they just let the kids play the skeet ball free of charge. who can resist Sherman saying, "ball, ball." Got to watch him. He is so independent. Always off in his own direction. Mom got a little overwhelmed with all the noise so she went shopping for a bit. Came back with so noodles for the pool.

After all that play we made it back to Greg's and Mom headed back home. I made lemon chicken, rice and broccoli from my favorite cookbook. Not the Chinese, sweet kind. A real healthy juicy kind. My kids couldn't get enough, Sherman kept saying, "meat, meat."

I write a note to Greg about all the food we ate, stuff we used, and sadly those thing we broke. it was a good teaching opportunity to show the kids that even parents have to tell the truth and take responsibility.

After dinner we searched the GPS for the park we went to yesterday. Put bug spray on this time and had a blast. Sherman was not only playing basket ball but also tennis, with the "guys." The rest of the kids were just running about. Reye banged his knee pretty good but kept playing.

We stayed up pretty late to watch another movie. It does make putting the twins down easier.

Road Trip Day 7

Today has been a wonderful day. I got my 1st really good nights rest. Greg's alarm went off at 5am but that was the only hicup. Thankfully not to much work needed for the fish tank. The pet store sold me a chemical to nutralize the water and another for any tap water I add. Horray. I don't have to empty the tank again. It was a bit dingy. No more have died. So hopefully the four that were lost weren't the favorites. After the pet store we went to book store and got some activity books for the kids. Then we got the $50.00 football for Reye. Wow, that was pricey. We came back to the house. I made some sausages and mac-n-cheese. Eating horribly here. I am cooking but seem to be eating like a horse again. Then we went out again to get some Father's Day cards. Wow. $27.00 for a few singing cards. It's worth it. He needs to know we love him. The twins never fell asleep. We got back and Mike, my nephew came by with his little girl. She is about 5 months younger than the twins. Just cute as a button. He is a great Dad. I was quite displeased with Reye and Kay. They had just found this new computer site and bearly had a minute to play with Chole or even say goodbye. We had quite the talk after they left. Glad to hear that Reye was even a little embaraced by how he acted. We tried to watch Harry Potter but the twins interupted it and we don't have the remote. I made spagetti for dinner. Then we went out to a new park. Yet again, praise God for GPS. Makes me feel right at home in this strange town. Reye kicked his new ball. Sherman warmed my heart as he joined a pick-up basket ball game. Just right in their with the big guys, and I do mean big. Kay still wasn't feelign that great. All the kids liked the old playground equipment. That one that goes around and around. My mom had other plans tonight so we are looking forward to seeign her in the morning.

I'll fix that spelling and grammer on a faster computer.

Road Trip Day 6

Today was just a day to recover. Kay's hives were REALLY bothering her. Taking benydril every 4 hours. Hoping we wouldn't need to go to a med clinic. give it time, give it time. I was a walking zombie. We had cereal, and eggs for breakfast. Boy can my kids eat. Mom showed up around 10 or so. We straightened up the place, talked, had lunch and then I went to the grocery store. Spent $100 for food for the next couple of days. So nice to have veggies again. Mom introduced the kids to the backyard dogs so they got to play outside. Very nice.

We went for a drive to put the twins to sleep. hooray it worked. I also got a nap. When i got up I noticed the fish tank was all pink on the bottom. Sherman had feed the fish ALL the food. Had to clean out the tank. Sad, a few did dye. I filled it with their rain water so it isn't all that clear. I plan to redo it and get them some more fish when they get back.

I cooked dinner and we watched a movie. Finally everyone was in bed around 10:30. This was the 1st night I didn't stay sleeping the the twins. How nice to stretch out.

Road Trip Day 5

Kay had a great night at Aunt Linda's. They even wrote her song. We slowly got things moving. Went to the park, then to hardee's for lunch. We came back and went swimming. the twins weren't quite ready for full play int he water. After a while Sherman warmed up to jumping into my arms. Grant took to the squirt gun and getting everyone that was int he pool. He was just adorable with his little facial expressions and stance. I also read Isiah 54. What a great message. Tried to get a little exercise while at the park. Running around the swings in between pushes. Off to my brother's house. they offered for us to stay at their house even though they aren't home. His older son, Mike came to set us up. He is a Dad to a toddler so it was great. he was moving dangers and such out of the way so we could live comfortably. The kids had some Popsicles on the front lawn and then we went out for dinner and another park. Love that GPS. I need to go the grocery but just too tired today. We also need to get a football for Reye and get the kids writing in their journals. we all stayed up till around 10 pm. the twins went down pretty easy. Sharing the bed with them again tonight. Kay woke up around 1:30 with hives. i searched the house high and low for benadryl and their was none. I woke Reye to listen for the twins and Kay and i were off for an all night Walgreen's. We were back in a flash. She took and oatmeal bath and got some meds. Poor dear. so allergic to my mom's dog. what to do.

Road Trip Day 4

Time to hit the road for my mom's. Got up and ready by 8:30. Then it started to pour down rain. We loaded the car under the umbrella. We stopped at one of my favorite restaurants, Bob Evan's for some biscuits and gravy. Wow did we get to much food. sherman wanted the candy by the front door. He was a pickle to settle down. Grant was just a perfect gentleman coloring. The kids all liked the colored straws. Kay wants the recipe so we can makes this at home. We made it to my mom's around 2:30 and within an hour mom was overwhelmed. The twins were great just full of energy. We went to a park with dinner from Steak - n - Shake. The kids had a great time. Grant is really putting his words together. Asking for French Fries. Then we went back to her house and got to visit with Linda. We were all in stitches watching Sherman and Grant play. they had baskets on their heads and were battling. They Reye was doing exercises to burn off some energy. Grant was copying and this was interfering with Sherman's game. Sherman also helped out Grandma bu sweeping her porch and watering her plants. Kay started to feel itchy so she slept over at Aunt Linda's. My mom slept over at her house to.

Road Trip Day 3

No driving today. We just relaxed at Bills house with his family. I took the kids to the park, went grocery shopping and help get lunch on the table. Grocery shopping was a bit crazy. The twins were tired and hungry. They didn't like having to wait for all the yummy fruit I was putting in the basket. After lunch I tried to get the twins to relax for a nap by watching a movie in their strollers, no go. They weren't mad but just full of energy and joy. It was hilarious. Decided to try the old stand by. Put them in the car, made a phone call and they were asleep. Didn't even have to drive around the block. Bill came home from work and his wife and I got to hear about his day. We also talked a bit about old times. Remembered a road trip to six flags we were suppose to go on and ended up going the wrong way. Good reason for the my GPS these days. Everyone hit the sack early and the twins were a bit loud going to bed. They settled down after about an hour. I am enjoying the closeness with them. Grant has been so happy on this trip. He isn't having tantrums.

Road Trip Day 2

We started out the morning at Burger king. they had a great play scape. My 5 little monkey's were playing hard. At 9am we set out with some prayers from an old prayer warrior. Afterwards all the children shared something about God. no prompting. Kay wants to be a rock star. She has a song about falling down and how God can pick you up. Reye wants to make a computer game where the guy rides around on the Bible and Grant just kept saying Bible, Bible, Bible. Warmed my heart. We stopped for gas and a park for lunch and that was it. We drove for 9 hours. The trees, rocks and sky were magnificent. We made it to my old HS friend Bill's around 7pm. They had pizza ready for us. They have a beautiful house and back yard. Bill's my age but started have kids way before me so his 4 range from 10-17. The girls were fast friend with the 10 yr old and Reye got to play video games with his 14 yr old son. Bill and his wife are wonderful hosts. The twins and I slept in the living room.

Road Trip Day 1

Started packing for the trip around 9pm on Friday. Finally had it all together by 2:30 on Saturday. We returned movies and library books and were off. Love my GPS. Was able to look for a park to have dinner at. Reye had to go to the bathroom so we stopped at a Fire Station that was next door. The twins wanted to climb the stairs. Kay wanted to know if they still used a pole. Everyone thought it was cool. Finally at 9:30 we stopped close to Wichita Falls for the night. The twins were having to much fun hiding behind the curtain. I slept with the twins, Reye was on the floor and the girls were in the other bed. We told stories and sang songs for about and hour.

New Insight

Living life on purpose is not always easy. Sometimes we make choices to keep our families happy that work in the short term, but not in the long term. I am in an extremely challenging phase of my life trying to glean the wisdom Christ would have for me. I lived the 1st 30 years of my life seeing everything in terms of how it effected me. I was bold, brash and ready to inform any and all of my discomfort. Christ came into my heart halfway through this yet didn't really change this part of me. It added a sense of legalism and then a wonderful, passionate relationship. I always struggled with using "rules" as my savior rather than my savior. So yet again in my 2nd marriage when I found myself struggling I turned to the "rules" for wives and was able to fall into a life of submission. Problem is apart from continual guidance from the Father my "rules" began to fail me. Now I am in an incredible challenge on how to stay connected with the Father for what is really right for my family. I am so far from knowing what my next step will be. God is honestly taking me on a step at a time. I eagerly await the miracle and transformation this season will bring. The soil of my soul is being toiled up. It is painful to be weeded, but cleansing. I have yet to even know what he will plant. My private blog is teaming with entries. For when relationships are at the heart of ones transformation privacy is needed.

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Contentment vs Passion

Scripture referentces for FB post.

Contentment
1. Job 36:11
If they obey and serve him, they will spend the rest of their days in prosperity and their years in contentment.
Job 36:10-12 (in Context) Job 36 (Whole Chapter)
2. Song of Solomon 8:10
[ Beloved ] I am a wall, and my breasts are like towers. Thus I have become in his eyes like one bringing contentment.
Song of Solomon 8:9-11 (in Context) Song of Solomon 8 (Whole Chapter)
3. 1 Timothy 6:6
But godliness with contentment is great gain.
1 Timothy 6:5-7 (in Context) 1 Timothy 6 (Whole Chapter)
Sluggard (complacency)
1. Psalm 58:8
Like a slug melting away as it moves along, like a stillborn child, may they not see the sun.
Psalm 58:7-9 (in Context) Psalm 58 (Whole Chapter)
2. Proverbs 6:6
Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise!
Proverbs 6:5-7 (in Context) Proverbs 6 (Whole Chapter)
3. Proverbs 6:9
How long will you lie there, you sluggard? When will you get up from your sleep?
Proverbs 6:8-10 (in Context) Proverbs 6 (Whole Chapter)
4. Proverbs 10:26
As vinegar to the teeth and smoke to the eyes, so is a sluggard to those who send him.
Proverbs 10:25-27 (in Context) Proverbs 10 (Whole Chapter)
5. Proverbs 13:4
The sluggard craves and gets nothing, but the desires of the diligent are fully satisfied.
Proverbs 13:3-5 (in Context) Proverbs 13 (Whole Chapter)
6. Proverbs 15:19
The way of the sluggard is blocked with thorns, but the path of the upright is a highway.
Proverbs 15:18-20 (in Context) Proverbs 15 (Whole Chapter)
7. Proverbs 19:24
The sluggard buries his hand in the dish; he will not even bring it back to his mouth!
Proverbs 19:23-25 (in Context) Proverbs 19 (Whole Chapter)
8. Proverbs 20:4
A sluggard does not plow in season; so at harvest time he looks but finds nothing.
Proverbs 20:3-5 (in Context) Proverbs 20 (Whole Chapter)
9. Proverbs 21:25
The sluggard's craving will be the death of him, because his hands refuse to work.
Proverbs 21:24-26 (in Context) Proverbs 21 (Whole Chapter)
10. Proverbs 22:13
The sluggard says, "There is a lion outside!" or, "I will be murdered in the streets!"
Proverbs 22:12-14 (in Context) Proverbs 22 (Whole Chapter)
Passion (obsession)
1. Hosea 7:6
Their hearts are like an oven; they approach him with intrigue. Their passion smolders all night; in the morning it blazes like a flaming fire.
Hosea 7:5-7 (in Context) Hosea 7 (Whole Chapter)
2. Romans 7:5
For when we were controlled by the sinful nature, the sinful passions aroused by the law were at work in our bodies, so that we bore fruit for death.
Romans 7:4-6 (in Context) Romans 7 (Whole Chapter)
3. 1 Corinthians 7:9
But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry, for it is better to marry than to burn with passion.
1 Corinthians 7:8-10 (in Context) 1 Corinthians 7 (Whole Chapter)
4. Galatians 5:24
Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires.
Galatians 5:23-25 (in Context) Galatians 5 (Whole Chapter)
5. 1 Thessalonians 4:5
not in passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God;
1 Thessalonians 4:4-6 (in Context) 1 Thessalonians 4 (Whole Chapter)
6. Titus 2:12
It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,
Titus 2:11-13 (in Context) Titus 2 (Whole Chapter)
7. Titus 3:3
At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.
Titus 3:2-4 (in Context) Titus 3 (Whole Chapter)
Devotion (Passion)
1. 2 Kings 20:3
"Remember, O LORD, how I have walked before you faithfully and with wholehearted devotion and have done what is good in your eyes." And Hezekiah wept bitterly.
2 Kings 20:2-4 (in Context) 2 Kings 20 (Whole Chapter)
2. 1 Chronicles 28:9
"And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the LORD searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts. If you seek him, he will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.
1 Chronicles 28:8-10 (in Context) 1 Chronicles 28 (Whole Chapter)
3. 1 Chronicles 29:3
Besides, in my devotion to the temple of my God I now give my personal treasures of gold and silver for the temple of my God, over and above everything I have provided for this holy temple:
1 Chronicles 29:2-4 (in Context) 1 Chronicles 29 (Whole Chapter)
4. 1 Chronicles 29:19
And give my son Solomon the wholehearted devotion to keep your commands, requirements and decrees and to do everything to build the palatial structure for which I have provided."
1 Chronicles 29:18-20 (in Context) 1 Chronicles 29 (Whole Chapter)
5. 2 Chronicles 32:32
The other events of Hezekiah's reign and his acts of devotion are written in the vision of the prophet Isaiah son of Amoz in the book of the kings of Judah and Israel.
2 Chronicles 32:31-33 (in Context) 2 Chronicles 32 (Whole Chapter)
6. 2 Chronicles 35:26
The other events of Josiah's reign and his acts of devotion, according to what is written in the Law of the LORD -
2 Chronicles 35:25-27 (in Context) 2 Chronicles 35 (Whole Chapter)
7. Job 6:14
"A despairing man should have the devotion of his friends, even though he forsakes the fear of the Almighty.
Job 6:13-15 (in Context) Job 6 (Whole Chapter)
8. Job 15:4
But you even undermine piety and hinder devotion to God.
Job 15:3-5 (in Context) Job 15 (Whole Chapter)
9. Isaiah 38:3
"Remember, O LORD, how I have walked before you faithfully and with wholehearted devotion and have done what is good in your eyes." And Hezekiah wept bitterly.
Isaiah 38:2-4 (in Context) Isaiah 38 (Whole Chapter)
10. Jeremiah 2:2
"Go and proclaim in the hearing of Jerusalem: " 'I remember the devotion of your youth, how as a bride you loved me and followed me through the desert, through a land not sown.
Jeremiah 2:1-3 (in Context) Jeremiah 2 (Whole Chapter)

Slug Day

Dishes are sitting on the counter, laundry is wet in the washer but I'm having a slug day. The world of domestic chores will have to wait till I am motivated. I have been working out regularly and hard. My body is in pain all the time now, but in a good way, I think.

I'm trying to tell myself that I am reserving my energy for another hard workout today, visiting with my mom and the shoe shopping yet to come.

I was so tired last night that I fed everyone crackers, fruit and cheese.

I need some motivation.

Me, Me, Me

Yes I an really doing something for me. I'm not going to talk about what it is but I am just so happy to be working on me. I hope to share by my birthday some amazing new things.

Reye's 8th Birthday

Ok, we have invited Reye's class, the scouts and the soccer team to his Birthday this Friday. To worry or not. In the past I would have already started to clean or at least look around for all the areas that will need to be clean. Not any more. I bought the cake and candles. That's it. I'm done. No fancy sign, plates, balloons. Just a cake. Can I really do that? No gift bags, no chips. That's right, just a cake and the GAME Truck. Will the backyard get clean, will the playroom be ready for a truck load of boys to destroy? I don't know? All I know is I will be trucking along as if I wasn't having a party till Friday. Then I will be cracking the whip when they get out of school. It will all come together and if not, they are boys. Come on, our men at the age of 40 don't even notice the clean house. These boys will have tunnel vision. Game Truck, Lego's, Cake and Presents. I'm not going to over think this one. Yes, this is a little self talk, but I'm sticking to it.

Pants on the Ground

Image by Chris Pirillo via Flickr

I just love the song this 62 year old sang. i use to work a group home and would watch those boys running alone holding up their pants. Gota to love it.