Lightoot Challenge / 26 Days

On a positive note I have lost 4 pounds but when I look in the mirror or see myself in a photo I just don't even want to look. If I don't see myself I still think of myself as that cute, sexy women that I use to be. I use to love to be in pictures and I am determined to look good in them again. We made a photo book of Kay's 1st year and I was looking so good. Kay didn't even recognize me in one of the shots. She said I looked like a kid. A friend of mine that weighed a bit more than me at her largest has lost 33 pounds. I have never lost that much. I so want it but of course I want it now, yesterday.